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Friday, June 05, 2009
No shit.

I wrote a new chapter,
this blog is full of memories, sweet and bitter.
Well this blog is full of our old stories, stories that we will read 20 years later when we look at what we have done back in the past.
Now it's time for me to move on.
No, it's time for you to move on,
turn over to a fresh page.
Grab hold of a nice pen(or keyboard for that matter)
And write,
Your story at, http://nutsandscrews.livejournal.com

p.s.: No, this doesn't mean that the academy is closed.
and yes, i wonder if she has read me yet.

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Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one two of us who's counting on

Monday, January 05, 2009
When I ruled my world,

Yeah, a year since I made that resolution.
Yet, only to fail myself so badly 48 days before i plan to achieve it.
Seems, that you still have not read my story.

Well, it has to come to a closure. gotta go full circle eh?

I will regret this. I swear.

Regret not saying those words.
Regret not doing my best for you depite skipping all those lessons and almost retaining J1.
Regret, wtfzx.

No use crying over spilt milk.

Guess I'll just end this lovestory with a cliffhanger.

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Just the one two of us who's counting on

Monday, November 17, 2008
Freak

" No, get, away from me!"

"I hate you! NO! GO AWAY!"

I can just shrug.

Maybe it's just me, maybe i am just like that, but why won't you give me a chance?

I'm not the one making you cry, You're the one who just makes ME shed tears.

i rather shed blood than cry,

That's how much YOU mean to ME

But, if it makes you happy, what can I do?

I'm happy for you, that's why i shrugged.

so now you're gone
and i was wrong
i never knew what it was like
to be with you

I know I'll never see you again, and you probably will never read this.

But just so you know Ng Shi Ruo, I love you,

I'm always waiting.

Tag here if you need me.

I'm always waiting.

Blog closed.

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one two of us who's counting on

Sunday, November 16, 2008
pfft.

Fuck, this mindblogging phase sucks to the core.

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Just the one two of us who's counting on

Fear

24 hours to our moment of truth.

When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer.

Damn, am I scared.

When I look in her eyes
Well I, just see the sky

That's how beautiful you are to me, that's what you mean to me.

I really want you to really want me
But I really don't know if you can do that
I know you want to know what's right
But I know it's so hard for you to do that
And time's running out as often it does
And often dictates if you can't do that
Fate can't break this feeling inside
That's burning up through my veins.

Hold me up love, hold me.

Will you be a friend of mine to remind me what is real?
Hold my heart and see that it bleeds.

I am real, i am in love, see that i can bleed.

The end

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Saturday, November 15, 2008
when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven:(

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and your okay and
I'm falling to pieces,
yeah, falling to pieces.

Don't break me, baby, don't.










I love you baby, i really do.










Give me a chance, i know you're scared too.









Don't pretend you're alone, I'm always here waiting










yes, waiting, I love you.









I promise i can be what you need.









If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?










Monday baby, monday.

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Just the one two of us who's counting on

Friday, November 14, 2008
Breakeven

I'm thinking of you
I really need you
this would be my last
please. Love

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Just the one two of us who's counting on

Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Lovelost

I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you.

I’m here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright

Broken hearts like promises, are left lesser knows

In my arms, In my mind, All the time I wanna
Keep you right by my side till I die.
I'm gonna, hold you down and make sure everything is right with you.
You can never go wrong if you
Let me hold you,
Down like a real friend is supposed to
I’m trying to show you
The life of somebody like you should be living.
Ohh Baby, Baby,
You could never go wrong,
If you let me hold you.

DoyoueverthinkWhenyou'reallaloneAllthatwecanbeWherethisthingcangoAmIcrazyorfalling
inloveIsitrealorjustanothercrushDoyoucatchabreathWhenIlookatyouAreyouholdingbackLike
thewayIdoCauseI'mtryintryintowalkawayButIknowthiscrushaintgoinaway

There's your fucking music lesson class, on love, something which i no longer believe exists, well at least when Kin Onn calls COUGARS at last round of warm up or when i run the 15 rounds, I can think of how you ran away.

Pfft. Balls, class dismissed.

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