TheRealm Of The Dark Master

No shit.

2009-06-05T06:41:00.000-07:00

I wrote a new chapter,
this blog is full of memories, sweet and bitter.
Well this blog is full of our old stories, stories that we will read 20 years later when we look at what we have done back in the past.
Now it's time for me to move on.
No, it's time for you to move on,
turn over to a fresh page.
Grab hold of a nice pen(or keyboard for that matter)
And write,
Your story at, http://nutsandscrews.livejournal.com

p.s.: No, this doesn't mean that the academy is closed.
and yes, i wonder if she has read me yet.

When I ruled my world,

2009-01-05T07:09:00.000-08:00

Yeah, a year since I made that resolution.
Yet, only to fail myself so badly 48 days before i plan to achieve it.
Seems, that you still have not read my story.

Well, it has to come to a closure. gotta go full circle eh?

I will regret this. I swear.

Regret not saying those words.
Regret not doing my best for you depite skipping all those lessons and almost retaining J1.
Regret, wtfzx.

No use crying over spilt milk.

Guess I'll just end this lovestory with a cliffhanger.

Freak

2008-11-17T09:08:00.000-08:00

" No, get, away from me!"

"I hate you! NO! GO AWAY!"

I can just shrug.

Maybe it's just me, maybe i am just like that, but why won't you give me a chance?

I'm not the one making you cry, You're the one who just makes ME shed tears.

i rather shed blood than cry,

That's how much YOU mean to ME

But, if it makes you happy, what can I do?

I'm happy for you, that's why i shrugged.

so now you're gone
and i was wrong
i never knew what it was like
to be with you

I know I'll never see you again, and you probably will never read this.

But just so you know Ng Shi Ruo, I love you,

I'm always waiting.

Tag here if you need me.

I'm always waiting.

Blog closed.

pfft.

2008-11-16T04:14:00.000-08:00

Fuck, this mindblogging phase sucks to the core.

Fear

2008-11-16T03:50:00.000-08:00

24 hours to our moment of truth.

When the moon found the sun
He looked like he was barely hanging on
But her eyes saved his life
In the middle of summer.

Damn, am I scared.

When I look in her eyes
Well I, just see the sky

That's how beautiful you are to me, that's what you mean to me.

I really want you to really want me
But I really don't know if you can do that
I know you want to know what's right
But I know it's so hard for you to do that
And time's running out as often it does
And often dictates if you can't do that
Fate can't break this feeling inside
That's burning up through my veins.

Hold me up love, hold me.

Will you be a friend of mine to remind me what is real?
Hold my heart and see that it bleeds.

I am real, i am in love, see that i can bleed.

The end

when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven:(

2008-11-15T10:11:00.000-08:00

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and your okay and
I'm falling to pieces,
yeah, falling to pieces.

Don't break me, baby, don't.

I love you baby, i really do.

Give me a chance, i know you're scared too.

Don't pretend you're alone, I'm always here waiting

yes, waiting, I love you.

I promise i can be what you need.

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Monday baby, monday.

Breakeven

2008-11-14T19:33:00.000-08:00

I'm thinking of you
I really need you
this would be my last
please. Love

Lovelost

2008-10-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you.

I’m here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright

Broken hearts like promises, are left lesser knows

In my arms, In my mind, All the time I wanna
Keep you right by my side till I die.
I'm gonna, hold you down and make sure everything is right with you.
You can never go wrong if you
Let me hold you,
Down like a real friend is supposed to
I’m trying to show you
The life of somebody like you should be living.
Ohh Baby, Baby,
You could never go wrong,
If you let me hold you.

DoyoueverthinkWhenyou'reallaloneAllthatwecanbeWherethisthingcangoAmIcrazyorfalling
inloveIsitrealorjustanothercrushDoyoucatchabreathWhenIlookatyouAreyouholdingbackLike
thewayIdoCauseI'mtryintryintowalkawayButIknowthiscrushaintgoinaway

There's your fucking music lesson class, on love, something which i no longer believe exists, well at least when Kin Onn calls COUGARS at last round of warm up or when i run the 15 rounds, I can think of how you ran away.

Pfft. Balls, class dismissed.

Selamat Raya days;

2008-09-29T09:18:00.000-07:00

Hari Raya in 2 days time, and I haven't even cleaned up half my room, damn. Well had training today and i never felt better. the intensity, the competition, but mstly, the BROTHERHOOD. Forwards, you guys pwn/rule/rock my world. Train hard together baby!

on the contrary, i felt very down during training. why can't the ball go through the channel? I think I can do better, well we just have to see.

Andandand, has anyone mentioned that LT5 can be a %&*!#% oven? Yessa, maths+no aircon= Sleep, shag.

Blah dun feel like blogging much today, class dismissed

Thedarknessacademy

Happy days

2008-09-28T11:41:00.001-07:00

POST PROMOS SHIT YAWW~

Holy fuck.
Played like I never played before.But damn, tmr still got lessons. Haha, nvm at least there's training to look forward to tomorrow.Sorrry Bitches, guess I have to just meet yaww for dinner tmr, can't join ya'll earlier.

Anyways class,

TODAY.
Pumped iron, shag, lost form. Guess that's what you get when you never train for a very long time huh? Went to Zhenghua CC gym. Cock gym, I swear it's smaller than a gorilla's dick(for you ignorant gundus who don't know how long a gorilla's dick is, it's 2 inches, AFTER,). But nevermind ah, December holidays can pump some more what?

YESTERDAY.
One word, play. Yeah baby, yeah. Soccer at AMK, like finally. Played with the Jelapang rovers people plus Chee Oon, Jia Liang, Iman and Izzam's friend(Don't recall his name). Lost but who fucks. Can't believe I'm still in touch wih goalkeeping though! Next Went to meet KD, Ronnie, Kelvin and Vash at kallang. No ah, never find prostitute.Tits man, played and made Havoc in that part of Singapore with a cup of Mocha as steroid. Went home, put stuff and went over to Ron's house for stay over. hehe, Nice talk guys.

Yeah, really can't wait for tommorrow's training, I swear to god.
Raya's in 2 days, schmex doode.
And I din know F1 cars were so friggin ass loud.

okok, class dismissed

Thedarknessacademy

p.s maybe we should change the blog layout eh?

Don't ever look back

2008-09-26T08:55:00.000-07:00

Hiatus=over

Ok, so i last mentioned that this blog is on hiatus until I catch up with my studies.
So what about the status of "catch up on studies"? You really wanna know? Here we go

Studies=2 letters=GG.

No, it is neither an AP nor a GP, and it does not go through electrophilic substituition. Yes, crap. Promos put 10 dicks into my ass over the spread of 2 weeks. Go figure.

But bleah, what the heck, no use crying over spilt milk lol, what's done is done, but well I did learn a great lesson during this period of time. Lessons on the importance of organizing your stuff and that of early preparation, basically it's all about initiative again, something I shoud have been familiar with, :/

But nvm, now it's time to PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol. time to gym up, buff up, play more rugby, train hard and win something big for the Cougars, with the Cougars. Damn, I miss training. So one can know what I did immediately after last paper earlier in the afternoon.

Hey I won't my forget my first love to ok? "NP, NP, all the way!". Yeah, somethings happen in the past weeks regaring NPCC, but I'm glad it happened, oh and please don't be misunderstood. I would love to be part of THAT team. But stuff always happens for a reason. Guess i must use this opportunity to improve my kids.
Oh, how I wish I could see them bonding a s a team, how I wish I can see another Training Wing06/07, only better faster and as a team that could bring WSNPCC to greater heights.

Lastly, I owe someone a movie, haha ^_^ bt she seems reluctant to want to go and watch it. to tah person-Eh I put on my blog alr sia, later u nvr go I paiseh, LOL.

Ok amigos, welcome back to a new semester at Thedarknessacademy.

And no, we don't study Electrophilc substituition here.

Of Love and drama,

2008-07-26T20:05:00.000-07:00

He stands behind the set, his kickscooter in hand waiting for that man to say those magig words. So painful was the wait, every second seemed like a year to him and he was nervously counting down to the time when he will magnificently glide on the stage, making a lazy figure 8. Plugging into his idebtification and listening to TRJA, he suddenly heard his que and spurts into character, he took the first kick, and off he went.

That's the story of DR. KASEN.

Seri Purisme, thanks for the memories.
Lalalanders, Sorry, really sorry, I would love to be with all of you.

And I officially declare this blog on Hiatus till I catch up on my studies, so dun bother me to update.

2008-07-10T07:10:00.000-07:00

Nice song, lyrics here http://artists.letssingit.com/jay-sean-lyrics-maybe-nfwvt2f

Hey moon, please forget to fall down

2008-06-13T09:00:00.001-07:00

Lots of stuff to talk about. Past one month and 10 days have been eventful. Nah not really, actually that's all rubbish. ATC was great(maybe not so) but I sure have learnt a lot of stuff about being an Instructor and also stuff about human behaviour. Hmm, Met up with some OG25 people but not everyone could make it so it was a bit sad, man, I think we should have an OG chalet sometime after our OGLs finish their A levels. LOL. Hmm, finally played some street with the usual kakis and I tell you, street at Fajar is and will always been the sex man. It just brings back so much memorable, funny, and even tensed up and sad events when I am playing there. Haha, guess that's a major part of where I grew up huh? Hmm, F1 BBQ also just ended and that was one heck of a fun event. Well summary's over, will blog on separate posts on ATC , Fajar, and F1 BBQ soon, My eyes are failing me yet again, need sleep.

TKCR
RAZAK

Broken hearts like promises

2008-06-03T08:03:00.000-07:00

OMGoodness, been eons since I last updated this piece of shit. Life has been a series of ups and downs with many funny, stupid, emo stuff happening n the time I have not been updating. Unit camp is over and I'm pretty much dissapointed with my NCO's for not being able to impart knowledge well enough and discipline the cadets well enough during the times their CI's are not able to be there to help them. Seriously, do you need us to spoon feed you with everything? Fine you may not know stuff, but do you guys know the power of asking? Ask people, we would be glad to answer your questions. But never expect us to give it all to you.

Well, guess that i am a horrible CI after all. Not only have I failed to train up my NCO's, I think I have failed to control and empower my cadets well enough. Sometimes, I question myself, why did i sacrifice my December holidays for? Man, I feel damn lousy. GAAAH. Useless.

" Look in front! you guys cannot stand still, march properly and look in front? then What the hell can you guys do?"
-Instructor Caine Liew Xia Ri

Yea, that's how I feel. every time you guys talk back, play around make me punish you guys, I just feel like a failure.

On a brighter note, rugby has been great for me beginning to learn more and see the bigger picture of the game as everyday goes by. Brothers, let's train hard and do this shit and enter top 4 next season!

Haha, retail therapy today left me seriously broke. got that pair of Regulate boots from Adidas and I think I'm gonna baptize it as Marianne. Haahaa.

Okay, this is starting to be a drag, i wanna go sleep already, gotta gym up tomorrow then head for training.

and and since it's already Wednesday,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE :)

Moments

2008-05-17T08:18:00.000-07:00

Was chatting with sista about the OG just now and i took a moment to reflect about appreciating things that we are blessed with. We were talking about the moments that we shared as an OG back then during PAE happy days. Everyday was just fun and laughter, and it's just sad that nowadays people just complain aout all the sad shits that has been happening to them instead of taking a short moment to refect about the blissful things that has happened to them.

Talkng about the things I cherish, i was brought back to memories of 4B 07' . I really miss them and I have never felt so good with any other bunch of people like you guys. I rea;;y look forward to all our meetups evenif it is just for 10 minutes of informal chatter or a game of street soccer. I miss our Dirty jokes, loud laughter and teacher taunting. I miss us I miss that spot we would sit at in the canteen to have our meals after PE. I miss kicking ball in class. I miss crazy maths lessons and i also miss no braining.

OG 25, you guys are loved too. I always loved that fuzzyfeeling i get whenever i see you guys. I miss our jokes, our singlish, our pranks, bullying buhd, yip-ing and ...bah, there's too much to say. All I can say is,

YOU GUYS HAVE MADE LIFE WORTH LIVING :)

Hmm, what next?

2008-05-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

Let me love you baby, let me love you

Operation SRH:)

2008-05-13T08:17:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I made it. All it takes is a lil' bit of courage :) Should I repeat the feat again tomorrow?

To her:
I love you, would you give me a chance:)

To her friends:
Say all that you need, but i'm gonna work things out.

To my bros:
Thanks 4Bleach, you guys were a real help, especially you, Ronnie

P.S;

2008-04-30T09:20:00.000-07:00

And yea, i got lots and lotsaaaaa NP stuff to do :)

RUGBY!!!

2008-04-30T09:14:00.000-07:00

The team looked darn worn out just now. Maybe they're just tired because training was going on for 2 days, back to back. I did'nt train just now though, i was feeling a bit queasy and dizzy at the same time. learnt very important lessons from coach today, both technically and mentally...

" Come on Razak, you got to mark up your game, you got 2 more weeks to achieve that goal"

Urrgh! I wanna play! I wanna go in hard! I wanna bring my opponents down! But Where's my confidence!!!

pfft.

Screwed.

2008-04-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

Sweet. I failed maths again, but Miss Foo said I missed the mark by a very small margin. well, maybe that's good. But it's still screwed. Parents have been giving a whole load of bullshit about expectations. Can't they just let go for a bit. I know what they want, hey, it's not just you guys who want me to do well, i want me to do well too, just give me some room to breathe and i will do my best.I said DO MY BEST. Ashok once told me something; " when you say you will try your best, you end up not dong anything, but when you say you will do your best, you end up doing it with utmost effort". So yeah.

Anyways, my loves from S31 are bleesed with this ability to keep me happy :)
But I'm not gonna say more cause they are all mine!!! RAWR~

4B outing soon! Labourday people! Derrick better come or else i will whoop his sorry ass

TKCR
RAZAK

2008-04-23T08:15:00.000-07:00

Ohh God, save me.
Kay, maybe you might say i'm being a bit cliche by saying this kind of stuff on my blog but whoever fucks. I know that this is oneof the many challenges in life. I know i can go through it. But looking at many of my peers and close buddies breaking down, just hit me hard. it inches me a few centimeters closer to breaking down myself. I can only wonder how much longer i can take this

I end this post here cause i'm just too fucked to care.

The complexity of simple things

2008-04-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hah. here I am back to post. Can't help it, math is just killing me. Anyways, school hasn't been so great. Test, tutorials, rugby, everyday it's the same schedule. Actually I wouldn't mind rugby though, it's the greatest thing that has ever happened to me since i came to JJ. butI'm just tired. Everyday, i come home and it's already 8 plus and I still have so much stuff to do before i drag myself to bed at minimum 2. tsk. Lucky for me, there are my brothers ifrom the COUGARS(That's the name of JJ's rugby team) and my dear loves from ZERO EIGHT S THIRTY ONE!!!(That's how much i love you guys, you actually made this lazy ass basrtard spell out numbers in his blog). I just recieved a cheer up SMS from Aubrey after she found out that i didn't make it through for talentime. Sometimes, i really woneder why i am always blessed with wonderful people in such tragic situations. Haha, God must love me a lot eh.

Anyways, OG 25 also had a gathering recently at Jeremy's house. I do not wish to say what had happened, but guys the incident is a test of our friendship, so i think we should really stick together through these hard times.

Pictures! :D

Bestie!!!

Random-ed. mugging sucks.

Horny Chua Yao An an a new member of the horny clan, Mr Chan li Zhong:)
WSSS CI'S OI~ at NPAP fdr
Squaddies! D07 Squad Delta outing
We Find spastic-ness in the Dalam Siku

What a bitch

2008-04-08T10:01:00.000-07:00

Life is too short. times flies too fast.

tsk.

GOOD Friday!

2008-03-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

Haha... catchy post title ain't it? It's Ronnie's idea though. Today was definitely an enjoyable day with F1 and my darls from 4B! Went for weekly friday prayers cum meet-up with AOD today and damn we did what we do best. LOL. Then had family meeting with the crew from F1 to settle our family performance.

" cute, we're sooo cute, daaaamit we're so cute! "

Had dinner with some of the F1 people and chatted a bit. Then I rushed off to Clark Quay to meet the usual gang from 4B. Today it was Ron, Kel and Vash. Went to Kinokuniya at Liang court and looked at...BIG BOINGs!!! LOL.

Damn i need a Singapore map. I don't know where Liang Court is!!!!

Then went to walk around the pubs to scout for... you know, Goodies. went past the Arena and this was a really cute girl passing out flyers. I asked her for a photo and it was damn sweet of her to let me take a photo with her!!!

Come on luhh Razak, you went around twice then you asked her, dickfuck youu!

SALLY!!!! ;)

Ok luhh people. Gotta go already cos dad is pissed(again). And furthermore I got NP tomorrow :)

So, till then yaww!

TKCR
RAZAK

You regret, You made me

2008-03-14T02:38:00.000-07:00

WOOOOO
Here comes the sudden inspiration to blog again!
Right at the end of March holidays I guess. from now on, I'm only going to blog whenever i have the inspiration to do so. Holiday's damn packed with all sorts of camps luhh. Had LINE CAMP from Sunday all the way till Wednesday. LG3, we Diamond!(get it, others rock, we diamond:P) all this was Yu Hui's idea luhh, lmfao. LINE CAMP was definitely enriching as it exposed me to a style of leadership which was different than the one I normally exercise during camps. It also taught me the value of patience especially when the primary school campers became extremely shy during activities such as mass dance and did not want to co-operate with us. As uncooperative as they can get at times, I feel blessed to have gotten such a wonderful bunch of campers and also my fellow facilitators from LG3 and F1!

"where's F1?
F1! F1!
Kawaii-ne!"

On thursday, went over to Unity Secondary school to join Nury and co. (plus Lau) for USS' 6th batch Cadet Leaders camp. I must say their sec 3 cadets are impresive. even though they have many weird characters within them they are very impressive in their hard and softskills i must say. Good job guys! Ok luhh, getting tired already. My eyebags are killing me!!!

And yeah, delta and OG25. i miss you guys loads:/

TKCR
RAZAK

Save me, all over again

2008-02-23T09:45:00.000-08:00

Finally found some time to update. Sheesh! I have never appreciated weekends as much as this before. Lala. So I got JJ. Admin days were a bitch as we went through the same old talks which we had during PAE. It became a bigger bitch without my OG25 :( AAAH malas ah nak cakap:/

I must be really sad/pissed/frustrated/anyotherwordsfittingthebill when i use malay in my blog.

Ahh, have been NP-ing alot lately too. CC training, Parade duty . Damn, being a CI is uber tough. Especially when course has set your standards higher and then looking at the poor turnout and bearing of the cadets, and the lack of initiative and responsibility displayed by them really makes me worried. No, worried is an understatement, more like terrified, afraid. Yes. But nevertheless, NP-ing is always great fun especially when I see the smiles on the cadets faces when they achieve something, be it promotion to a higher rank, obtaining a new bage or learning new skills.

Today was cc com. WHEE~
BOYS you were marvellous. I am damn proud of you. Despite the amount of mistakes you made during the mistakes and all the shit that you guys went through, you guys managed to pull yourself together and pulled it off during the competition itself.

Goodness, it's off to bed for me then. It's one more ability course gives you.lol. The ability to stay up late into the night despite not getting enough sleep for the last 9 days and still be able to wake up at 6 am or ealier the next morning. I'm tireeeeeeeeeeeed luhh.

TKCR
RAZAK:)

Post, posting, posted

2008-02-18T16:04:00.000-08:00

OHMYGOD! LOL. emotions are running wild everywhere and people are getting redy to run wild and appeal. Posting results more screwed that O level results. But luckily things went alright for me this time. Go into my desired JC. Ok already luhh huh? Ok luhh, gotta roll peeps. see yaww later:)

TKCR
RAZAK

Stars in their eyes~

2008-02-06T04:19:00.000-08:00

Hola readers~
Time for my weekly update again huh? Haha. School has been a real fat assed bitch so i don't really have the time to blog about stuff. I need sleep you know :P Ok, wth Razak..
Btw, it's holiady season again!!! It's the Chinese New Year holiadys and being a person who is not chinese, it means i can slog around at home!!! WOOTS~ yeah, guess I'm not gonna go out for the rest of the week cos I really do not feel like it and I need to strategize for the upcoming special day ^^ any way's this was what has been going on for what has been my week
MONDAY:
WHEE< the S21 clicks made my day luhh, all that bitching around, porn starring and sluttish behaviour neverfails to brighten up my day. hah But PC was an ugly bitch. the teacher damn psycho luhh. LOL. I'm aching all over alr. now, let the pics do the talking

The horny Chua Yao An :)

WTH =.=

TUESDAY: Main highlight, Suning K. came for a visit!!! WOOTS~ Ok, she actually came to crash and have a feel of what JJ is gonna be like. Met her at the concourse after the dreaded math test*oh do not get me started on that* and we went walking ard JJ with her classmate Kexuan(sp?) and some peeps from OG25. And yes, let the pics do the rest of the talking.

That red/yellow barneyrustle blanket and a red phone?It's gotta be Suning!

while i was on 174 on the way to school(i looked like a maniac, mind you)

OMG CALEB!!! SO CUTE CAN? LOL.

And Wednesday(today) went to JJ for CNY celebration then back to westspring to visit teachers and then had some good clean socccer. thne headed to ron's house to watchmovies, watched 3 movies- Blades of glory, transformers and then American pie; beta house. lazy to type already luhh, so let the pics do the talking, toodles and blog again soon :)

2008-01-29T05:17:00.000-08:00

Everything's screwed up in life. Nothing ever happens the way i want it to be. Family arguments everywhere, Dissapointing results, relationship problems- the very least I could say. I feel tired, tired of all that has been happening the past 6 days. I feel effort being put into waste and i feel unappreciated when i have put in so much effort and no one sees it. But life's unfair I guess...

And baby, it's been almost a year, either you are really naive or you just do not want to accept the fact. Oh, open ur eyes luhh please.

TKCR
RAZAK

2008-01-26T21:02:00.000-08:00

WOOHAH~
Lol.
Been a fair bit since I last blogged eh?
Well, a lot of things has been going on lately. The release of the O "fuckyourselfanddie" level results, AGM, revelations, OG25 outings and heck of a lot more. Well, the O level results were kind of dissapointing I must say. Wait Razak, kind of? It was VERY disappointing I must say. And it has been the main source of my mood killer for the past few days. AAH!!!, I shan't talk about this anymore and I guess that i just have to move on and get on with life. So, JJC, HERE I COME!!!

AGM is summarized in 3 words: WHAT A SHOCKER. It really shows how some people can really behave. LOL. Our CIBTC coordinator was really very different from how we saw him at course. He was clowning around and laughing a hell lot. And so was Squad FALCON's instructor, Ming Jun. However, AGM was a good eye-opening experience for us new CI's .

Ok luhh I gotta go. So guess i'll blog again in...a week's time? Cyaww peeps :)

TKCR
RAZAK

Fences.

2008-01-13T06:07:00.000-08:00

Waaah~ finally i summed up all my courage to touch this damn mouldy blog.
let me summaarize to you what has been happening since the last time I updated.

hehe.

last update was end of last week.
so..
Monday: FIRST DAY OF LESSONS~ Everyone was damned enthu and looked forward to lessons on this day.

Tuesday:
More lessons :\

Wednesday:
NCO briefing before actual training: I screwed up, NCO's screwed up unit's screwed up:(
I was really dissapointed with myself

Thursday: Rushed to settle Lesson plans and log matters++ all those chapalang stuff luhh

Friday: A day of dissapointet. WSNPCC gave me shit for the first training and I felt lousy that i havenot been doing it right and make the unit a good one since I have been in it for the last 4 years.
but... after that....
OG25 OUTING~~~
VIVO+BANQUET+LIVERPOOP= fun and humour lol.
All of us were damn spastic luhh, pictures will be up loaded real real soon
Plus i was never that suay before, missing last train and paying UBER big cab fare and ironing uniforms

Saturday:maths tutorial lol. I was very much not myself yesterda cause i missed the prade trainers selection. FUCKING OVERSLEPT after so much effort was pt in to prepare uniform-guess what the instructor Pua Wei said during the course was realy true- It's no use if you put in so much effort but never take care of yourself-something bad will happen to your body-go to sleep. Well said. See, I FUCKING OVERSLEPT.

Today/Sunday: Went to collect madrasah results and for old time's sake Rul and me did all the crazy shit we have ever done during the last 10 years that we were there. the YMCA-ing in the lift facing the CCTV, all the rolling on the floor and disturbing Zakaria'Zakar'. after that we headed to my house and had te recording of the first song/single from the demo. WOO~~finally after soo much planning :) look out for it yea? it's due to be released on the 29th of January 2008

Ok la, tomorrow I got school so can't really stay for long. will really blog later to upload the pics and all those chapalang things

TKCR
RAZAK

water the flowers, wet the hamster, woo the huijuan
lol, OG 25 rocks my boxers luhh.

Give me some love.

2007-12-31T23:06:00.001-08:00

AAAH, why the fuck does this always happen to me? Just when I wanted to make things right ...pfft. Why bother putting it here, because no one in the family reads this stupid blog and even if they secretly do, they won't give it a damn because everyone thinks that they are right. why do you have to throw tantrums all of the time? why the unnecessary whining everytime you are in the wrong? Why are you always pointing fingers at people whenever you know that you are wrong, dammit?

On a lighter note, many interesting and fun things has been happening for the first week of January.That's basically why I have not been updating very often.

Life for the first week of January
1. JJC admin day
2. Settling UOPA
3. Drawing of no.1 uniform+sword @ HTA
4. JJC orientation I'm possible
5. CCA Orientation

and yeah, there is really a lot to blog about. and I am assed up to type it all down.
Basically

I finally get the CI thing right
I look good in no. 1 with the sword :)
JJ's orientation was fun even though I missed 50% of the thing
OG25 rocks
Grinding rocks
Indianated cheers with suggesting actions rock
I love the word 'YEAPP'(like how ron does it)
I am dissapointed with WSNPCC

ok, I'm lazy to blog already so yea, till then

And oh yeah-bananas are love.

When Cardboard boxes took us far

2007-12-31T22:55:00.000-08:00

Inevitable-Anberlin

Do you remember when we were just kids

And cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss

Schoolyard conversations taken to heart

And laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not

I wanna break every clock

The hands of time could never move again

We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)

For the rest of our lives

Is it over now hey, hey, is it over now

Iwanna be your last, first kiss

That you'll ever have

I wanna be your last, first kiss

Amazing how life turns out the way that it does

We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love

I wanna break every clock

The hands of time could never move again

We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)

For the rest of our lives

Is it over now hey, hey, is it over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss

That you'll ever have

I wanna be your last, first kiss

Is it over now hey, hey, is it over now

Is it over how hey, hey, it's not over now

I wanna be your last, first kiss

That you'll ever have (that you'll ever have)

I wanna be your last, first love (that you'll ever have)

Till you're lying here beside me with arms and eyes open wide

I wanna be your last, first kiss for all time

Tralala~

2007-12-31T00:25:00.000-08:00

Here are the POP photos which I have promised. Enjoy!!!

2007-12-30T07:06:00.001-08:00

Ahh, I sudddenly miss squad DELTA!!! I miss everybody's incessant chatter and all, so i'mma make a tribute to them(I know it's alil' bit late, but yeah):

Rena: A motherly figure in DELTA. Awak melayu bagus too!
Yun Dan:This one very funny, like to tickle people
Jia Hui: She really like Chilli padi luhh, small small fierce fierce :P
Julitta: Pale Girl Aka comfort Zone 1
Yen Lin: Very friendly and nice nice person :)
Chun Ying: Very knowledgeable in campcraft and pwned Eng Khye sir durring one of the outdoor lessons.(ya the one where he threw the pencil at ya)
Yan Tong: The responsible one
Jannah: Very quiet, really very quiet
Nury: This one look like very quiet, but during mess or dismissal, nah all jokes all come out. Funny luhh.
Daniel: Campcraft GOD.
Fabian: I remember POP day, he was getting into mood and acting like a CI-damn hilarious
Quan Yu: Don't make him angry, cos his impression of Eng Khye is very good and he doesn't love papa's smell.
Aaron: Alan Poh Wen Ai :P
Kah Hwee: bodo!!! bodo!!!
Amos: I dunnow, but he has this brotherly figure
Yue Wen; BOTAK 2!!!!
Ivan: Comfort Zone 2 and Cutie Boy!!!
Jovian: Comfort Zone 3, brother and yes, he has helped me alot. Thanks brother.
Nicol: Comfort Zone 4 and Hillarious Guy(I still can't forget the kayaking lol)
Dexmond: his face damn KB can? but he's damn adorable luhh
Afiq: Comfort Zone 5 and Long time NP friend, i secretly like the way he laughs :X
Hafizhan: Buddy!!! Mess time again? Very father figure in Squad DELTA
Zamri: Another quiet one...
Kang ming: TTTKKM X) we always ^^ together.
And Me.

why are there no Joker titles in Squad DELTA? it's because all of us have been a Joker at one moment of time, we share the same spirit-that joking spirit. Remember day 3? Ahaha.

Ok, I really need some sleep right now, will blog more later, especially abt Squad DELTA.

Honey so sweet :)

2007-12-28T21:13:00.000-08:00

AAAH X( Chicken pox no more. supposed to be good news right? But guess what came after. Flu. seriously, immune system's being a goddamn bitch here. LOL. Been sitting in front of the computer doing the 2008 workplan since 9 a.m. and I decided to slack abit and blog :). Ahh, this so reminds me of the days of doing coursework and chatting on MSN with Vash, kun, Iman, Shah and all the Fnn classmates. AAAH!!! i miss school altogether :( which brings me back to yesterday. After prayer(yes, I tasted freedom!) took 920 home with Shah. But, being wthe assholes we were, we saw Danial Haidhar on our way back and decided to ta along with him-INTO THE SCHOOL! ZOMG!ZOMG!ZOMG! we went to our old class rooms and even the signboards upfront changed(but there's still my face on it:P) here are some photos from yesterday

Honours roll

The view outside

View from the sixth

definitely everyone remembers this.

But all belongs to 3B now:(

Hehe...

Shah's Table!!!

Danial haidhar!(Bin....)

The new waste paper basket at 4B.

the old stuff(we never used them, but they still got damaged:)

ex-4B:revamped

The Seventh.

Numbers that add up to The SeventhOhh yeah...

Derrick's handwriting on my table.

We walk the planks.

2007-12-26T16:43:00.000-08:00

Waaah!!! Good morning world!!! I'm Not slogging off today-.-'

It's like 8.40 when I'm posting this so you readers can guess that I woke up earlier than normal today. Well, I just felt restless while lying down and came to a conclusion that I can't sleep-NOT. Actually, I had the craving to listen to Fall Out Boy so here I am stoning in front of the computer screen and listening to Fall Out Boy.

Anyways, great news. SERJ TANKIAN RELEASED HIS SOLO ALBUM!!!(I know this was like ages ago but I was away for CIBTC, so yeah.) WOOTS~ I got my hands on it yesterday. Tracks are so darn cool can. here's the first single from his album, empty walls, take a listen :)

Pretentious adventures
Dismissive apprehension
Don't waste your time
On coffins today
When we decline
From the confines of our mind
Don't waste your time
On coffins today

Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication
Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

I want you
to be
left behind those empty walls
Taught you
to see
from behind those empty walls

Those empty walls
When we decline
From the confines of our mind
Don't waste your time
On coffins today

Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication
Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

I want you
to be
left behind those empty walls
Taught you
to see
from behind those empty walls
Want you
to be
left behind those empty walls
I taught you
to see
from behind those empty walls

From behind those empty walls
From behind those empty walls

The walls From behind those empty walls
I loved you yesterday Before you killed my family
Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication
Don't you see their bodies burning
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

I want you
to be
left behind those empty walls
Taught you
to see from
behind those empty walls
I want you
to be
left behind those empty walls
I taught you
to see
from behind those empty walls

From behind those empty walls
From behind those fucking walls
From behind those god damn walls Those walls Those walls

From behind those empty walls

2007-12-26T04:18:00.000-08:00

AAAH!!! The chicken pox is like really irritating can? It's been like 3 days of sitting at home and not doing anything. What's more, it's the festive season luhh, and I missed Zayar's party during Christmas eve X( What's worst, I missed the Squad Delta gathering today but, lucky Jovian was sweet enough to drob by and take the stuff that I need to return and came back after the gathering to give mt the ranks and all.

Another thing about today. JULITTA IS SO SWEET CAN? She wrote a personal message on a card for everyone and gave a gift to everyone. She gave me a highlighter and wrote this for me

" Razak Sir!
Thanks for all your hokkien songs and all other funny gestures that made CIBTC less hellish. I really can't imagine you scolding people though. I know I'll be proud to say that I was your squadmate back in in CIBTC, cos you'll make a good sir. SO, don't dissapoint me yeah? see you around in area events! :)"

then she attached this post-it! note on

" Wondered why I gave you a highlighter? cos Highlighters highlight impt points, so you'll take note of these points. And I bet you'll need to take note of many points in your CI-hood. So, use it well ! :) "
Isn't that the sweetest thing a friend can do? I teared when I red the note and once again thanks Julitta. And oh, you'll see me scolding soon!!!

Here's some pics from POP, since I didn't come today :( I think you guys should go look at NURY'S blog. It has a lot of Squad Delta's many photos. And all the photos damn hilarious luhh, especially the one with Eng Khye sir pointing at something!!! XD
This Is Hafizhan, my partner-in-crime. We are the ones responsible for making Squad Delta laugh till their gums swell or cringe away in disgust. A very good friend too!!!

Woman!!! Thanks so much for coming luhh dey~

This is like the most decent Squad Delta pic can? still, dun forget to check out that Eng khye pic ok?

Jiat Ru!!! She's damn adorable I tell you

Agnes! ;)

love, life, loss and us

2007-12-23T04:28:00.000-08:00

Looks like I'm fighting a losing war again. It's one of those times when you are trapped between two choices which you HAVE to make but you do not know which to choose cause you know you will lose if you chose either. Hmm, just when I thought that I was born for it, a new light comes into my life .Just when I thought that I have to do something to correct the situation, a new disaster comes, mercilessly crushing the foundations which I have put so much effort into building. Oh Allah, please show me some sense of direction and guide me into the right path.

On a lighter note, yesterday was POP!!! Even though It was a dissapointing wet weather one, I would say that it was a proud day for the whole of DO7 as it was the day which marks the rite of passage, moving on from cadets to Cadet Inspectors. 3 weeks of blood, sweat, tears and hardwork finally paid off. Hope that this course would kickstart our lives as Cadet Inspectors and that we would stay bonded even though we have graduated. Yahh, that's all for now promise to update ore frequently

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-12-19T07:17:00.000-08:00

Atchoo!!!(sweeping away dust) Been a very long time since I went on the blogs and ranted about life. Well, it's not that I have nothing to blog about(I got a life can?), it's just that I got too much to blog about and too little time to go online and talk about it. Well, I have been very busy with CIBTC( D07' WOOTS~) and I am proud to say that I have learnt much during the 9 days RC and 4 days ATC and i believe that I am prepared to become a Cadet Inspector now. Nevertheless,I have also found many new friends and these people are those who never failed to pull me through whenever i was feeling down and out, and these are the people who make me want to carry on with the course despite the crazy shit that was put forward to us. Come Saturday, 22nd december 2007 I would officially become a CI. Ok la, I really miss, my bed I hear it beckoning me to came to it and sleep -.-

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-12-03T06:08:00.000-08:00

Ok, back to blogging. No la, it's not that i have lost the discipline to update my blog, it's just that, well, life has been very hectic for the past few weeks, with RC coming up in just a matter of 2 days. Well, that's very much what I have been doing for the past few weeks, preparing for RC, nothing else. Hoping for a very fun and enriching course ahead for the next 3 weeks- come on fellow CITs!!! Let's put in our best for this course :)

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-11-25T05:26:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! I really need a paycheck-quick!!! Went window shopping ALONE yesterday at Orchard Road. People would probably call me crazy but i do not care*nanny-nanny-poo-poo XP* Orchard and saw things that I am really drawn too. Then I went to do some soul searching at the civillian war memorial. Spent a good 45 minutes there thinking of whatever has been going on and about what could have been if I took one step lesser. Really felt very much better after that as I was able to let all my thoughts out all alone under the bright full moon in the clear skies. sang my ass out to rid myself of the emotion and felt very much better :D

Anyways, I DID say that I went window shopping. Apparently I fell in love with a few things whilst i was there. Amonst the many things I really feel i have to give a runfor my money for are: 1. That Autograph pullover from Marks And Spencer's
2. Black/gunmetal/grey Fux Duluxe Crumpler bag!!!!(have always wanted one btw,)
3.Canon EOS 30D Digital SLR Camera
4.Sony Erricson W910i,
and the list goes on and on,but yeah, these are the things that are on top of miy wish list at the current moment-so yeah, if any of you readers out there have some extar cash, and do not know what to do with it, yeah, get me one of those four things. Giving it to NKF wouldn't help anyway :P

2007-11-22T04:38:00.000-08:00

Ok, last post. lol.finally i managed go back on the blogs-"Tu laa, takde senyaap ajer, kalau ade, BOOM!" haha. And ohh my banana! Is that malay in my blog? hell no! lol Went chillin out with rii yesterday and we had aloong talk abt relationships and how they turned sour because of some stupid reason.We talked about how his life was crashing down after getting rejected in the face in a horrible way and how he's desprately trying his best to win her heart. Well, all I told him was this, "look dude, it's like this, if you really like her presevere on,but if she keeps on treating you like that then you gotta realize that she's just making a fool out of you and you do realise right? that that means that you have to move on?". I know it may be soud a bit mean but that's the truth right? Haiz, I can easily say that his situation can be described in this song by The Kooks: You don't love me

And yess!!! Finally i collected my CI uniform!!!!

toodles

2007-11-22T04:18:00.000-08:00

Ok second post of the day-PROM WAS FUN!!!! The West Spring Promenade was held on19th November 2007 at York Hotel. Damn did we party.Took loads and loads of pics and just let my hair down-and guess who was the king!? ME!!! OMG!!!OMG!!!OMG!!! What the banana right!?I was feeling a bit lousy at the beginning of the event but as things moved on, everything was great! The salsa, pageant and Q&A section went well! I even made the crowd sing the school song!!! Blag, just ignore my Idle Banter and lets look at the day in pics:)

Sorry peeps, that's all I can Upload right now,bitch blogger got photo uploading problems now...Will post another photo post ok?

2007-11-22T04:05:00.001-08:00

Ok, this is gonna be a triple kill post.
warning: IMAGE HEAVY!!!!

First post: this entire post is dedicated to my favourite happymaker, Amanina!Been friends with her sice waay back then in primary one but we only got close this year.She never fails to entertain the gang with her jokes and crazy antics(esp. our solo parts, friend) .It's her birthday today and i'm here to wish her a happy birthday and may all of her wishes come true.You rock too yaww:)
And yess, i still find it hard to believe that you listen to A7X!!!

2007-11-18T18:04:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! the promenade is getting soooo close! And so is my birthday!!!

Gotta get ready for the salsa full dress rehearsal on-site at York Hotel soon

And by the way, I'm so glad i heard your voice yesterday
was that the second time you used that phrase to get away? maybe :/

Aww, shucks...

2007-11-17T05:16:00.000-08:00

Hmm, it's been quite a while since I last posted(OK, only close to a week). I have been busy with many things since the end of O levels, with the coming of the promenade and all. Went for the ettiquette talk on wednesday. the talk was very fun and the speaker was very engaging, eradicating the words "BORING" imbued by the word "TALKS". Then came the most enjoyable thing I have ever done on the face of this earth-Salsa. equipped with a good instructor and a receptive mind, learing it is definitely VERY fun. During the course of these four days, Yan Qing, a well-renowned salsa dancer has been teaching us how to shake our booty and get moving to the beat. A very patient, encouraging, not to mention fun teacher, SHE ROCKS MAN!!!

Oh, yeah, talking about the promenade, guess I'm not going with a date after all. That mean, once again my birthday will be a gloomy day, once again, like it has been for the past 15 years :\ But nevemind, I still got my HAPPYMAKERS :) so yeah, guess i will still be ok.

And yes, town is really getting boring-TILL I REDISCOVERED THE JOYS OF CLARK QUAY!!!
Went lepaking with Izzam at Clark Quay today and took really cool picture(ok,some were taken in Chinatown though)
Nice pics from today:

2007-11-12T06:37:00.000-08:00

Ok, this might seem like the latest post here, but NO! I got some more not posted-just so you know.

Bla, bla, bla, today has been quite the normal day. Went jobhunting(even though already got one at Shangri-la) to try to earn extra moolah to get this and that.met up with Grace and Zam and headed for Wheelock Place to find a job at borders when faizzul said that he was gonna be late. then went scouting for many other jobs at place like Takashimaya(Grace and wrapping lol) , ToysR'us(no vacancy Doode) and at Cineleisure(BAUX AUFFICE XD). we weere not confirmed to any though. Guess that the real world is really quite different though, it's not all win-win and not everyone is nice-You really gotta work hard for it :\ Heh. see, idiot crapping again-it's damn eminent that i'm still deranged.

Hell yeah, Bio clock tells me that it's that special time of year again where no one really bothered about me for the past 15 years. Hinthint: plus one doode. Tsk. 8 days razak, 8 days. TSK!!!

Wonder if I will get ULTIMATE BIRTHDAY PRESENT? *rubs hands in glee. Fuck, Hopes not looking to bright boy, just don't mutiliate yourself on your birthday.

And WOOHOOGOLAMAFAHOOHOO!!! Promenade promenade!!! Everybody sing that sweet word!!! Attire is perpared and I-don't-care-for-fuck if they change the theme. All I know is that i am wearing what I planned to wear and nothing can stop me.

OKLA PEOPLE. That's all I got for now. pray hard that i get my ULTIMATE BIRTHHDAY PRESENT. Will be updating more frequently since the stupid only-smart-people-can-do-well exams are over

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-10-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

LIKE OMFG!!!
Tomorrow's Science practical!
I'm BLOGGING!!! :X

Haha. Don't fret though. I have already studied for the upcoming practical and I am certain that I will be able to make it.
Yes, yes...I've been posting irregularly but I'm still posting right? heh. Let me use this post to effectively update you guys about my life :)

HARI RAYA SUDAH TIBA!!!
Yes...Fasting month is over! That one month of devoting yourself to god in an act of abstainence from food and drink is over!!! That means...DUIT RAYA XD!!! Not only that, there's also much fun going on, meeting family members and going out for visiting with friends-not to mention the food...mmm...YUM :)
Here are some pictures from Raya '07:

The whole group :)

After the other group left

AMANINA :) Happymaker yaww!

Tembikai!!!

SHAH!!!

Yep. that was raya.And that also seems to be the end of this post.Lol.I am getting lazier to blog lah, maybe it's due to the impending stress of the incoming exams :((

Promise to write MORE as soon as the exams are over

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-10-08T23:49:00.000-07:00

Ok...I know it's been a hell of a long time since I blogged, and I kinda have a lot of shit to update on...The prelims are way over and the results are kind of disappointing to say the least-Points garnered were not enough to qualify me for JC which I want to go to... hopefully I can use what little time I have left to mug for the O levels and I really hope that I could lose enough points to get me to THAT JC...

Here's my amazing yet, much-to-be-improved-on set of results

English Language: A2
Elementary Mathematics:A1
Mother Tongue: A2
Science(physics/Chemistry): A1

Combined Humanities(SS/history):B4

Pure Geography:B3

Food And Nutrition:B3

Co-Curicular activities: A2

L1R5 score: 12

L1R4 score: 8

class Position: 2/47

level position: 7/158

Yup...those are the most wonderful set of results I have ever gotten for any major examination in my secondary school life. Hope i can mantain these brilliant results and hopefully better them.

Secondly, please bear with me as this is gonna be a freaking long post.Hahas...but the thought of graduating is so scary! I guess four years of being in a school that I supposedly hate has made me glued to it. It is he very school which I have grown-very much in size and in maturity. Many significants have hapened in these four years and there are many unforgettable memories each year, from the carpark catching sessions to the same perverted jokes which always sent us into paroxysms of laughter.

Sec 1.: Freshmen year or so it is. met many new faces and met some which I haven't seen in a loong loong while(long lost tuition classmates, Kindergarten friends blahblahblah)Life was easy and lessons were fun(easy too!). for many of us, entering secondary school was like taking the first step of teenage life. definitely made new friends, fell in love with hot teachers and this was the year when we actually started noticing girls! Well, sec one year was full of drama(most of which initiated by me) and it is really something funnily stupid when I think about it. Well, I have been a very bad person in secone I had abused a person who i would like to say is really strong.It was really mean of us to do that to you. even though we are like brothers now, I deeply regret what I have done to you and here on thedarkness academy, I would like to apologize to one of the strongest people whom I have known in my life.mr. Sulaiman Bin Suradi, I am truley remorseful over what I have done and I can't apologize enough to you no matter how many times you accept it.

WOAH.This IS a long post. But I have not been posting, so bleah.

Sec. 2: One of my academically low years in secondary school.This was also the point where me and Shah(OMG!!!THAT WAS A HELL OF A LONG TIME AGO DUDE!) Haha.Lessons became seemingly harder and I made more friends than I possibly could. It was also a painful year for me as I learnt about the responsibilities of being leader the hard way.and coincidentally, I would like to ention a special thanks to A/ASP Mr.Santokh Singh, OC of West Spring secondary school NPCC for showing me the ropes of being a leader.this was also the time when WE bonded as a squad and grow up to what we have been.To Squad4 2007 of WSSSNPCC, we were the ones who dared, we dared to step up leadership posts even though we were still quite young.I will always remember the countless trainings that we had and how we stepped up our mark to go through the campcraft competition.Honestly,I have grown to love you guys(yes, even you, Herman)Thank you for providing me with 4 years of blissful friendship and camaraderie which I will always treasure.

Sec 3: My Peak year in CCA but not in academics.I reached the pinnacle of an NPCC cadet in 2006...made many new friends-NDP2006 at the Nat stadium-I miss you guys loads, OBS-ENGSOON WEI!. The best drama of the year was the competition fo the school's NDP parade commander between me and mr.S. haha.It was also the year when I began to really socialize and not stick to the same bunch of friends. BEST JOKE OF THIS YEAR? ASHOK!!! lol..sorry bro, i love you, but you are such a practical joke larr..lol

sec 4: The year which i reached the level of maturity.I learnt how to trust people and to identify people not to trust.I also learnt that you don't always get what you want and that love is not an easy game.the "Dark times" or so i like to call it have thought me a lot. Thank you to my happymakers(as quoted by Amanina) for guiding me through this times.Among those who deserves special mention is Miss Sulastri Shabarudin.she really helped me to pull myself togethe and move on.this is also the year where I peaked academically and in which I will be taking my O's. afterwhich, Prom, Da~'s wedding and countless nights in town! whee~~

That very much sums up my secondary school life. to all my friends, thank you for being there for you.to my teachers, Thanks for never losing the faith and being so strong as to push us and make us presevere to the max.

TKCR
RAZAK.

2007-09-23T04:47:00.000-07:00

I've been tagged by AMANINA to do this...gave me a reason to go back on the blogs so here goes...

List out 5 birthday present you wish for:

1. Yes, that phone i've been eyeing

2. Weight loss programme =X

3. Tickets to a System Of A Down Gig

4. A FREAKING PSP PLEASE!!!

5. Cash, cash and more cash!!!

List 10 names and pass this game to them:

Norizzam

Sulaiman

Azlin

hmm...Jun qian???

Shahrul!

lalala...Shah

Nazura

Lina

Amir

mmm...Kun da

Who is 6 having relationship with?

Single and available. Interested?

Is number 9 a male or a female?

Male.

If 7 & 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

WAH! NIKE*ehem

How about 5 & 8?

They haven't met each other

What is 2 studying about?

He takes the same subjects as me :)

When is the last time you chatted with 3?

yesterday?

What kind of music does 8 like?

This one verry cheena.

Does 1 has any siblings?

Ya. 2 younger brothers

Would you like to woo number 3?

EEE!!!

Is 4 taken?

NO!!! LOL. actually i do not know

What is the surname of number 5?

None. But he is an ANAK OSMAN!!!

What is the hobby of 4?

Eating vegetables. LOL.

Does 5&9 get along well?

They've never met...But 5 goes along well with anyone lol

Where is 2 studying?

WEST SPRING SEC!!!

Talk something about 1.

MY BOYFRIEND!!! LOL. Is my bandmate who likes to joke around a lot.

Have you try developing feelings for 8?

No da~My junior da~

Where does 9 live?

Jurong West st...

Are 5 & 1 best friends?

They don't even know each other -.-"

Does 7 like 2?

Haha.*EHEM*

Does 1 have any pets?

Don't think so

2007-09-09T06:09:00.000-07:00

I'm back. Yes, I'm back. But GODDAMNIT, am I one hell of a pissed boy.YES, I am fucking pissed(please do not abhor to my foul language). A lot of things are making me pissed. I just came out from crying at the loo and I really do not have the mood to study for my prelims tomorrow. Why? one may ask. Well, there are a number of reasons making me pissed. they are:

1. Sleepover at Gran's. Damn Boring.
2. Stupid Family matters. Delayed Just Move Recording
3. Lost my money this morning.
4. Thought of going home to get better sleep. When I reached home, realized I forgot to bring my keys
5. Sucky breakfast= sucky day
6. Emoing at Bukit Panjang Park- got bitten by a shitload of ants.
7. AND, a person i called FRIEND LIED to ME.

Hell yeah. I am satisfied. However some efforts were made to cheer myself up.

1. Abang Hafiz's HOTTT girlfriend
2. Din, his sister and my brother =)
3. Binging on food at the feast
4. Kak hafizah is HOT
5. Kak Hafizah is HOT
BUT NOT ENOUGH TO STOP ME BEING PISSED!!!

That's all.

wait....

TO THE PERSON WHO LIED TO ME:

OK, I AM REALLY DISSAPOINTED. I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS. I NEVER LIED TO YOU-NEVER ONCE. IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO REPLY MY MESSAGES-JUST SAY SO. I AM JUST PISSED BY YOUR WORMFUL PUSSY BEHAVIOUR AND ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU, YES YOU, WHORE, FOR ALL THE SHIT. HOPE YOUR PUSSY GETS INFECTED WITH WORMS FROM THAT SLUG ASS WORM COCK YOU WERE SMSING THE LAST NIGHT. =)

That was fun. I really needed that. No harm was intended. I just wanted to release my anger so that I can study tonight.

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-09-07T01:50:00.001-07:00

You scored as Tobi, You are tobi, you are relitivly (sp...?) young and will refer to yourself as a "good boy" sometimes. You replace Sasori when he dies, and you are "friends" with Zetsu.

Tobi

100%

(un named) the leader guy...

100%

itachi

75%

Hidan

67%

kakuza

67%

Sasori

33%

Orochimaru

33%

Zetsu

33%

Deidara

17%

Kisame

Which akatsuki member are you?
created with QuizFarm.com

Haha...Tried to test to find out which Akatsuki member suits me best! Why i always tio masked character????

2007-09-05T06:01:00.001-07:00

"Walk, walk, walk...When want to finish la dey? Alamak! siala!!! we walk one round back to Penin bodoh!!!"

Haha.such is the idle banter which we had today. Was out to the city for the whole day.Why? One may ask...well ALLUVIUM had their first jamming session today!!! well we have two new members, Iman-on bass maybe and Bing on keyboards.Woots~ we did good for the first jamming sessions for a bunch of newbies.

" Alamak!$350 for one suit la! Chialat! Eh this uncle sell at $150 for one suit-less than half of that uncle shop leh!"

Yup. Went window shopping after that-went to Peninsular plaza after a KFC lunch at Funan-oh yeah, we went window shopping there too! had a look at the laptops and cool IT gadgets there. We then headed to Peninsular Plaza when Factor went back home. Izzam asked Bing to show him the cheapcheap skinny jeans shop where, to my delight...A SHOE SHOP SELLING WHITE LEATHER SHOES!!!

me:Ok, as bitch as hell i'm not gonna be interested in SKINNY JEANS for FAT me
Bing: Siala I kana wear L size sia! I trauma sia!!!
Zam: liddat I what size sia!!!
me: Holy Ghost! Is that a pair of WHITE LEATHER SHOES OR WHAT??

Calls out to the rest to go to shop.

Then we went to look at blazers and suits at the many shops.Man, I bet if I buy 1 of those I am bound to burn a hole in my pocket!!!We then headed to Raffles place to carry on window shopping and then headed to the many war memorials nearby to...EMO!!!
after manymany photos at picturesque monuments, we decided to go home. Actually we went home cause Zaman and his clicks were there and we were shy to pose and emo throughout our 'photoshoot'.Reached home at 7

Ok, will be updating again soon! And, yeah, I'm going to post the pictures of the trip too! so keep a look out yeah???

2007-08-31T06:44:00.000-07:00

YAAAH!!! I'm back. YES, I, MR. MUHAMMAD ABDUL RAZAK IS BACK ON THE DARKNESS ACADEMY!!!WOOTS~

Well life has been very hectic recently and there has been sooooo much to do, thank you school=X HEH, prelim week was fine, with me being able to cope with all the papers which I had this week. Hence I decided to reward myself with four days of...SLACKING!!!That explains why I am here at a point where I should be studiying like a pig!!!(I know pigs do not study)

OK will update more in the days to come. Keep an eye on the blog yea? Till then!

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-08-26T10:40:00.000-07:00

HEH.Mugging again today :(( seriously, I think i'm losing my grip, thanks to all this prelim shit.Now I got Avenged sevenfold on and at the same time I am going to absorb SS into my brain like the way a sponge absorbs water.

WTF!? WHY IS RAZAK SUDDENLY TYPING LIKE THIS? Guess it must be the 6-6 marathon night making my brains go haywire.

Ah damn. still not getting enough coffee...tsk...

OH WHADDERFARK. I'm going to continue mugging

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-08-25T11:50:00.000-07:00

Ok...Look at the crap time-3.00 AM and i am not asleep. screw the prelims and the o's for bringing shit.i'm still mugging and I got no freaking idea on how to do this stupid cramming shit)): TUE:SS AND MATH PAPER 1. WED: HISTORY AND MATH PAPER 2 THURSDAY: SCIENCE PAPER 1 AND PURE GEOGRAPHY PAPER 2. AND GREAT. PERFORMANCE ON FRIDAY. heh. went jamming today. Guess that there must be a little slack even though there is soooo much to study.

OMFG. I am losing my mind. I am getting down Syndrome. I can't type no shit X(

AH. GODDAMMIT. I'm going to turn in now- 5 mugs of coffee is not as effective as I thought. Till then! Toodles!

TKCR
RAZAK

Oh yeah, Practical was crack. NO LENSES OR GLASS BLOCKS BABY!!!
English was good too (:

2007-08-21T06:53:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! I am soooo freaking psyched! Tomorrow is the prelims for science!!! Luckily it is only practical which is easy as balls =) Physics is surely going to be a bum though-I got no freaking idea on what it is. Hope that the experiment is not going to be something about light.

me: Omg!!! A freaking lens!!! What do I do with it!

Stares blankly at worksheet.

Me: Ok, Razak, you're an honest man-You really don't know how to do this but remember- You're strong...try your best!!!

Stares at paper again.

After 10 minutes
me: Ok, I give up. SHAH...

That is only the tale of the lens. We haven't got to the Glass block yet =X

Ok, back to the main story.

Today was kinda so-so,doing routine activities, touching each other's balls, bla bla bla, yadda yadda yadda. The only intresting thing which happened today is probably the chain of events leading to the deep gash on my right arm. Wrote a story on Kun Da AKA Mr. Climax versus Mr BLACK SURFER aka ASHOKKUMAAR!!! *laughs out loudly* then we raped Climax Kia and he went beserk...ANIMAL MODE!!!In my vain efforts to seek revenge*teehee* I banged into the window ledge, got my flesh stuck in it and whn i pulled away, it was ripped =)Sadly, it didn't hurt though-guess I've had too much pain in my life to even care about this shit.

Crap.PRELIM

Crap.I'M GETTING THOSE WIERD WIERD DREAMS WHERE I ALWAYS END UP DYING AGAIN.

Fuck.I feel so helpless all-so-suddenly

AAAH, screw. I'm gonna end this post here-I'm gonna emo my shit through

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-08-20T07:20:00.000-07:00

Smile In your sleep

when im lying in your bed

play the motions through my head

you know that im thinking, im thinking

and i have reasons to believe that im not the only one you spend this time with but ill stay...

you say your weak, but you wont let me down, you wont let me down

you lied through your teeth and you smile in your sleep, you smile in your sleep

and when we met you said we were the same you know that were different, were different

and all those times you promised me that everything would work out in the end

you were gravely mistaken

you say your weak, and you wont let me down you wont let me down

you lied through your teeth and you smile in your sleep you smile in your sleep

you lied

you lied through your teeth

you wont let me down

you lied

i deserve better then this

i dream of steel

maroon and warm

your end (your end)

you gasp for air

ill see this through

ill see through you

your pale (your pale)

your pale blue eyes

when you're lying in your bed your eulogy's been read

your know that it's fitting'

cause you lied

you say your weak and you wont let me down you wont let me down

you lied through your teeth you smile in your sleep you smile in your sleep

you smile

you

smile

i deserve better than this.

2007-08-18T06:02:00.001-07:00

Haha. Today was fun!!! Had a class outing in town. Had a seminar on tourism or something like that.But that was BORING!!! After that they had a free movie screening...Rush Hour 3. FUN!!! It was a shit load of fun and I laughed till I cried. For the first time in monts, I had laughed that hard when _____ was around!!!

After that, headed to Plaza Singapura and...LEPAK!!! My Liberty was supposed to have jamming this afternoon but was cancelled as shaheeran couldn't make it and that faizzul was sick=(( Get Well Soon faizzul! But LEPAKING was great! it's been a looooong time since I let my hair down(no joke kids). ______ was treating me nicely just now and that's really wierd cause _____ thinks that I am shit and thus treats me like a lump of it. But nontheless, i am happy that we are friends again and that I can put whatever that has happened away and concentrate on my 'O' Levels now =))

Speaking about wounds that are about to heal, i suspect that someone is trying to tear open the wounds that are almost healed. that dirty bugger is called _____. _____ was walking next to _____ and I was behind him. suddenly he moved back and teased _____. i was very suspicious as _____ said "Don't talk about it!" and "He already knows about it" in chinese. I got a strong gut feeling that _____ was referring to me as the "He". _____ , _____ and JQ were talking outside 7-11 when Zayar was grabbing a drink and when _____ told Jq something, he gave me funny glances that he usually giveswhen he finds out something about someone. dang. Shouldn't have trusted so _____ too much. Let's just hope that everything turns out well and that ____ doesn't start twisting stories like what Iman said.

Other updates: Oral was fine. I didn't get tounge twisted.Reason: examiner was not Ms. Chan.

Fuck. I'm not allowed to take M.T. again.Ayah didn't let me.

Ok gtg Takecare peeps!!!

TKCR
RAZAK =))

2007-08-18T05:36:00.000-07:00

Woohoo!!! This movie was great!!! Definitely a must watch.The crazy antics of Chris tucker and the breathtaking martial arts move of Jackie Chan has made this movie an action packed movie fun filled with many humorous bits and pieces here and there. don't forget to catch it yeah?

Today...

2007-08-14T07:27:00.000-07:00

Wah...today was damn hectic. Oklah, maybe it wasn't that hectic. Had school today, and there was P.E. today. Damn. P.E was fun! Thought of playing basketball, but settled for soccer instead as I hadd to wait. Then came maths, where Mr. Chong started nagging again...about the mother tongue results!!! yes, we know you care Mr. Chong..but yeah, you know how we feel when you compare us all like that. However, I got an A2 though. Wanted to retake, but Ayah didn't allow to. He kept saying that it's just a waste of time and money. Really wanted that A1 though, but since Ayah didn't allow it, fine =))

Fuck. I just remembered that tomorrow is oral. Screw those stupid Britons =((

GREAT NEWS: I COMPLETED MY COURSEWORK!!!
Today, stayed back AFTER SCHOOL, printed it and put the pieces together and handed it all up =D WOOTS~ Now, I'm just crossing my fingers and hoping that I get real good shit for the amount of hard work I put in.

SHIT. I CANNOT STOP THINKING OF ORAL.DAMN
I'm soooo gonna get tongue tied.

Haiz*sighs* there I go talking about frivolous stuff again.
Ok, that's all I can rant about for now. till then, take care and like how Yoda puts it, MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU!!! Toodles =D

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-08-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

Hah. Today I don't feel Bad at all...In fact, I feel great!!! All because of the mother tongue results! Guess what I got? Tee-Hee!!! A2!!! AAAAH!!! I would like to thank all who have guided me through the hard times I had while studiying malay...Firstly to God Almighty, thank you for blessing me with an amazing set of results.Cikgu Shahida, even though i never liked you(as a teacher), I am grateful to have such a commited Cikgu who always tries to push us forwards and never giving up hope on our somewhat lazy class. Kudos also goes to Shah , who let me xerox his Peribahasa list-couldn't have made it without you bro, my parents-for their nagging and many more people-especially the mats from my class- the desire to get back at you guys for 3 years of fucked up shits made me do this.Tee-hee!!! And to many more people who had contributed significantly to this MT 'O' Level success.

Shit. I sounded as if I just won an Oscar :X don't be too happy though, will be retaking to try to achieve that A1 i'm craving for.

1 down 5 more to go. You know what I mean.

And shit again. Oral's on Wednesday. Let's get tongue tied again!!!

The week so far

2007-08-11T06:41:00.000-07:00

Ok, here goes, the rest of this week. well this week felt that I have made a great improvement. I've finally overcome my EMOshit feeling and I have gotten a grip of my life. We made a class touchstone on Tuesday and we realized what a class we were! We developed a class state ment and it went something like this: 4B DAA~ RESPECT LAODA AND DAJIEDA~(DAA means do all A's). Heh, guessed that we have really bonded like a family now after two years of sitting in some gloomy classrom brightened by the quick wit and humour-not to mention sane(thank you Suning K.=P) That was great!!!MYliberty had auditions on tuesday and guess what, WE MADE IT THROUGH!!! I was glad as shit that the countless dollars spent(and owed-THANKS HASIFF!!!) and that the countless hours of practice paid off cause the student leaders were SOOOO Bitchy and they didn't know a single bit about the songs we played as they were not into english-or at least good english music and songs that is. Hais. The next day was AWESOME though, even though the school hours were a bitch. Imagine, having put on the festive mood, everybody's celebrating and going for learning journeys, and the S4's have to do SCIENCE MOCK!!! WHAT THE BLEK!? but it became more fun as it went on during the countdown. It really showed that we were a band of brothers, The 4[B]leachREVOLUTION. the next was BLA BLA boring and on Friday, Khairul, my tutour took the whole class out for cofee and cake-THANKS!!! HELL OF A GOOD TUTOUR YOU ARE!!! AND YOU MADE ME FAALL IN LOVE WITH CHEESECAKE!!!

Hais...got to stop my idle banter.

Stopped posting then all of a sudden"KABOOM!!!" I come out with gargantuan posts

Ok then, till next time, Toodles =D

TKCR
RAZAK

WOOTS~

2007-08-08T16:31:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!!! Today is National Day and it's looking good!!! Having holiday for the rest of the week!!! Went for a countdown yesterday with the gang. GEREK!!! It was like going for a gig! But before the countdown, we sneaked into the computer lab and played XBOX and had LAN gaming on laptops!!! LOL!!! Eventually, Tanaball caught us and we ended up partying at the hall for the finale!!! went home shagged and with abraisions on my legs(THANK YOU NPCC DRINK STALL!!! X( ) but yeah... it was fun!

Here's some thing interesting it thought you guys might wanna have a look at.

THE NOVEMBER BABY

Trustworthy and loyal. Verypassionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knowshow to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone isdrawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, butsecretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meetsnew people easily and very social in a group.Fearless and independent. Can hold their own.Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart.Usually, the greatest men are born in thismonth. If you ever begin a relationship with someonefrom this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excell in amajor event coming up sometime this month

2007-08-06T02:13:00.000-07:00

*Sighs

Been a rather short day today...I guess might be because of the double F&N period helped kill a lot of time today. Well School was fun today, and I did not feel like the usual shit I always felt like when I stepped into the oh-so-familiar environment of the classroom. Surprisingly, today, I didn't feel anything when she walked past. Guess that god has blessed me with a will so strong that i am able to put her aside and hasten up recovery of the scars that run deep in myself. Well..enough of that now, we sure had fun today! Kun Da taught me a new sign for...Balllicking!!! We got our CCA certs TODAY!!! AND I ONLY GOT B3!!! I'm as sure as hell I am going to appeal tomorrow!!!

OK, lab's ggonna close soon, gtg, will edit later at night =D

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-08-05T01:47:00.000-07:00

*KABOOM!!!

Haha!!! I'm back!!! Been a loooong time time yea? SOOOO many things happened in my life in the time I did not update. In trying to exercise my time management skills, i decided to go back into blogging, which i promised not to touch until the O levels are over. well will be updating regularly so keep an eye out for the updates ya???

2007-06-27T11:50:00.001-07:00

Heys! Sorry for not updating blog in a long, long time.School has just reopened and been going along great! Except for sucky time tables and draggy lessons. be sure to update more after O levels-till then I would not be updating much

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-06-18T16:02:00.000-07:00

AAAHHH!!! Sorry for not posting for a very long time.well, yesterday was fun, had class outing at Sentosa, well most of the class came except for some of them who could'nt really make it. We had TONS of fun yesterday at the beach, Played Beach soccer and went swimmng in the sea, I feel like Spongebob, NO, I feel like Pat Star or so to say. Got buried in tghe sand, with the help of JQ, Izzam and Sulastri's bro and the rest. well after that, headed to Vivo for dinner, had Teriyaki chicken bento we bought from Vivo's banquet and shared to BIIIIIG slice of New York Pizza we bought from the World Trade Center. Reached home at 9 and went foer and early night. MAN, i wish that we could have more of these class outings, sooo fun!!!

here are some pictures of the trip:

It's ME getting buried!!!

DEAD, OR ALIVE?

Group Shot outside the Tram station

Yumm.....

4B's Band of Brothers

2007-06-08T06:29:00.000-07:00

AAARH!!!! sorry for not updating for the past few days!!! been busy lah...completed my coursework and did lots and LOtS of stuff during these few days
ok...now I need to help Rul...so later

TKCR
RAZAK

2007-06-05T07:24:00.000-07:00

WOOOHOO!!!! BRAINING !!!

MAN was today an eventful day...Went for chem from 8-12.30. ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!!!! That was really interesting even though i fell asleep halfway-didn't knew fats and plastics came from the same family. And NO...i am not full of MACROMOLECULES!!!! We did perverted stuff in class, such as snapping each other's photos and playing dumb pranks made for kids..well what do you expect from the COOLEST class on earth...We even managed to hide Ashok's bag and he was smart enough to find it from the start. FINALLY the ay has come when lessons are no longer boring.HAHA!!!

Went for lunch with the crew after chemistry at Bukit Panjang Plaza. Xav, JQ, Ah Cheng, Izzam, Iman, and Shah...was fun...and YES!!! we saw the retarded lips guy showing his butt-rack.LOL!!! Met HuiMin and Li Bing later on then headed back to school. we split up later on. We left the girls and went our own way...played Parkour with Izzam and JQ. was LOTS OF FUN until this certain soul came and went:

motherloser: HEI BOI~ DUN STEP PLANT.PLANT DIE. "SOUNDING AS INDIAN AND AS DUMB AS EVER"

me(to myself) : OH FUCK!!! I'm SOOOO screwed "jumps down the ledge"

motherloser again: YAKKETIY YAKKETIY YAK. NEVER BRAIN ISSIT? I INDIAN BRAIN YOU MALAY NEVER BRAIN???

me(to myself): OH MY GOD!!! What English is that "nods head to faggot"

motherloser : You don't do this again~~"accenting wierdly again"

me(to myself): Middle finger to you loser!!!

YUP. A maggot confronted me about the plants dying if i step on them. AS IF I CARE. The plants have been dying since a few years ago. I live there. I KNOW.

DON'T take me for a racist as I am not one. I'm just pissed off with this guy who said this comment as if he is of a superior race. He expects us to tolerate when he himself is doing this.
Well I really got nothing to say and he made me end this post so screw him for all you who wants to read on-I'm not going to tell anymore

tillthen

tkcr

RAZAK

P.S: Ashok, don't worry, it's not you-I love you XD

AND

BiTCHING ONLINE IS SOOOO FUNNN

2007-06-02T00:37:00.000-07:00

Oh My God!!!

The Holidays are back again and I AM SOOO BORED!!! There is nothing much to do and threr are sooo many lessons to attend!!! LUCKILY, there is a type of people called friends and there is a place in Singapore called town!!! So for the whole of this week, I've been towning and going for lessons...and oh yeah, I even went for NP!!!

Also...The MT O levels are over! At least the two most important papers are. But i am a little bit dissapointed with the way I did the paper...got waaay too many careless mistakes. However, I am satisfied with my paper 1...I even put in #3 peribahasa in the composition!!!

ok that's all I can blog about now..so till then,

tkcr

RAZAK

2007-05-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SteamAH!!!!

Firstly, i have to apologise for abuse of the singlish slang...anyway,the Common tests are over!!!Personally, i think i have beaten personal best and will be pushing harder to get my targeted L1R5 score- so far...these are my reslts
ENG-22/30(A2)
MATHS-29/30(A2)
SCI(PHY)-39.5(A1)
SCI(CHEM)-46/50(A1) They combine to form my science grade-A1/85.5%
MOTHER TONGUE(PRELIM)-70.5/100(A2)
GEOGRAPHY-28/30(A2)

2007-05-06T06:27:00.000-07:00

HELL YEAH!!! I am, OFICIALLY, THE HAPPIEST MAN ON EARTH TODAY.

Ok. review on the happiest(maybe?) day of my life. Woke up early for suboh,then got ready for madrasah, met rul and the rest.Irsyad wanted tto look at my phone and i let him. Then he laughed...when he FUCKING LOOKED AT THE PICTURE ITOOK WITH HER! That got me SO BLOODY PISSED and i did not talk to him and Fir for the rest of the day. who are they to laugh at US??? What are your rights to laugh at a person's rights??? But on a higher note, I messaged her about the history test then she aked me about the berlin walland she called me SAYANG!!!! man, the berlin wall has got to be the best subject on earth...even though i kknow my chances are as close to zero as possible.Ok, that's all i can blog about today,tests,tests and more tests coming up so..,till then

tkcr
Razak

2007-05-05T08:18:00.000-07:00

Today was a long day. woke up at 6 for suboh, then got ready for tuiton. Had a HECK of a math test(paper 2). I did't even bring my stationery!!! but luckily Hidayat and Firdaus borrowed me everything i needed. But...something happened during the test. SHE SMSED ME AND TOLD ME THAT SHE MIGHT BE REPLACING HER EZ- LINK CARD LATER THAT DAY!!! she messaged me!!! well she decided not to go today, but i told her that i want to accompany her to the card office. Let's see on thursday.Anyway, i'm not expecting much from her cause i know i do not stand a chance.

Well, later that afternoon, we went to Kelvin's house first and Sulaiman's next.Main objective: PLAY SOCCER. Heck, we had a good time playing soccer on the ps2 in the form of winning11!!!
Ok.maybe i'm exaggerating.maybe thefield was a bit too muddy and there were only three people. but hey!!! we still had fun didn't we??

ok. now my blog. well I might not be blogging so frequently this year as my national exams are coming . after it, you will ee many more posts as i have all the bloody time in the bloody world.
till then.

tkcr
Razak

HELP ME!!!

2007-04-27T07:11:00.000-07:00

Well seriously. I think i really need help. Well Mother tongue Prelims is on monday and i still haven't got a clue on what to study. And two...I think i'm falling in love again!!! It started with playful remarks and i ended up falling for her. Why HELL!!! She has a goddamn boyfriend!! well maybe i am revealing too much but yeah, girl I love you!!!

2007-04-18T07:02:00.001-07:00

WAAAH!!!! Damn shag at school today. Double english, Double MOTHER TONGUE and one math and a physics test...anyway MOTHER TONGUE REALLY SUX LA!!! SO MUCH FILING TO DO!!!But the Bitch still wants us to do this and that, I really think that she thinks that we are robots LOL. anyway, i'm darn tired already, so that's all for today.

2007-04-17T07:11:00.000-07:00

HAHA HAHAHA!!! today the Best thing happened....we made a KOMAMURA mask during CD period...LOLS....Aniway, it turned out great, thanks to Aizen-sama and Zaraki-San...Kuchiki- San also helped out...Thanks guys, IT IS GREATTT!!!

2007-04-12T16:48:00.000-07:00

Damn!!! the stomach flu is really bugging me...can't eat this, can't eat that or at times, can't eat anything at all!!! Really hope to get well soon. got better from the fever and running nose though.

2007-04-09T19:50:00.000-07:00

Haiz...have not been posting for a VERY LONG TIME...sorry to all my dark Kakis and buggers who wanna irritate me---look at my tagboard.well...down with flu for the past few days. Went to the clinic and got an MC...man life w/o school is not fun at all.Missed a lot things...Chem testg, geog test and even the auditions for the class talent search....But nevermind.If i don't take care of myself, who will??? Toodles and till then takecr

May There be light in one's heartso that he will not go astray

ThE Dark WeEk

2006-09-08T01:00:00.000-07:00

...........LOved her. Loved her always.....till the day she betrayed me................

Welcome back my dark Comrades...hahaz...sori 4 not updating my blog for sooOOOOoo long.Anywaez........... The holidays are here!!!!! the past 5 days have been dark, gloomy but.......FuN! but sad sad...its gonna be over in a matter of days....must cherish the time u knowe...okiez till den baiz.

p.s: always remember "LIVE WITH THE DARK SIDE.....TURN OFF THE LIGHTS..."

For the darkness we shall fight

2006-08-17T03:24:00.000-07:00

'my life was shattered and torn-until i found u'

welcome to myblog .....iknow it SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but dont worry bcos i will keep on updating(i promise!) so keep a check and till then live wif the dark side