OMGoodness, been eons since I last updated this piece of shit. Life has been a series of ups and downs with many funny, stupid, emo stuff happening n the time I have not been updating. Unit camp is over and I'm pretty much dissapointed with my NCO's for not being able to impart knowledge well enough and discipline the cadets well enough during the times their CI's are not able to be there to help them. Seriously, do you need us to spoon feed you with everything? Fine you may not know stuff, but do you guys know the power of asking? Ask people, we would be glad to answer your questions. But never expect us to give it all to you.

Well, guess that i am a horrible CI after all. Not only have I failed to train up my NCO's, I think I have failed to control and empower my cadets well enough. Sometimes, I question myself, why did i sacrifice my December holidays for? Man, I feel damn lousy. GAAAH. Useless.

" Look in front! you guys cannot stand still, march properly and look in front? then What the hell can you guys do?"
-Instructor Caine Liew Xia Ri

Yea, that's how I feel. every time you guys talk back, play around make me punish you guys, I just feel like a failure.


On a brighter note, rugby has been great for me beginning to learn more and see the bigger picture of the game as everyday goes by. Brothers, let's train hard and do this shit and enter top 4 next season!

Haha, retail therapy today left me seriously broke. got that pair of Regulate boots from Adidas and I think I'm gonna baptize it as Marianne. Haahaa.

Okay, this is starting to be a drag, i wanna go sleep already, gotta gym up tomorrow then head for training.

and and since it's already Wednesday,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE :)